sighs.. life isn't that good for my family this yr. sighs. i dont know whats going wrong. 1st. its my prob. 2nd now is my cousin got cancer. and was admitted to the hospital. and my mom and aunt is going for holiday to the USA tml. i doubt they will enjoy their holiday over there. sighs. what did my family did wrong in the past life? just put the blame on me will you god? i dont mind suffering as long as my family life goes on smoothly. pls god. hlp me and my family. i beg you. if it wasn't my aunt who called me and told me that my cousin was admitted to the hospital due to cancer. i wont know it. sighs. sucks man. why is my life like this. why! why! why! i hope everything will goes fine ASAP! so that my family can carry on their life like the past we did. ! amen!

3:43 AM